Now when was the last time i did a twofer. i don't even remember.
I am annoyed as hell. I somehow find it hard to talk to the people i always talk to.
or i get ignored outright. which i hate completely. Its stupid and dumb and petty.
But is it wrong to be selfish? Is it wrong to want to be happy?
Can i get pissed? Am i allowed? Fuck i really REALLY wanna scream out loud right now.
But I am the "adult". I am there for everyone. I am the rock.
But sometimes you gotta realise that this rock is made of sand.
sand that doesn't really hold well together. It needs connections.
I reflect everything i receive. After storing it and letting it stew.
Fuck this SHIT. It doesn't help that FUCKING feb 14 is coming.
i look around and i see all these relationships forming. People that I CANNOT BELIEVE
are capable of human relations have someone. And the more i see them, The more FUCKED up i feel. And you know, I CANT EVEN VOICE THIS OUT. cause of how petty it will seem. And i really really want to punch a wall. I really really want to. I really want to scream. Can i scream?
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